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Can't stop myself from thinking of him,

Now I felt how mistresses feels.

Unending sufferings and thoughts that kills.

Waiting for your call is like a blue moon.

And still she occupies every sentence you speak.

I like you is not enough with this tear.

I love you is the worst thing that you don't want to hear.

 Call me crazy, but I love to smell the smoke from your mouth.

I want to feel again your lips pressing against mine.

I want to hug and smell your perfume.

I want to fall in love with you.

I want to be with you.

I want you.

I want you to be mine.

I want you to love me like how you love her.

 Our memories are vivid, like our love that's so tepid.

I see a different light, you look at it with fright.

Maybe it's wrong, but this is my choice.

I left the path to Orion, to be with an Oragon.

Blow the breeze into this intricate gaps.

Together, we'll conquer your fears and make it collapse.

Follow what matters to you.

What I really care for is that I love you.

 You smile, but behind

is an expressionless face

looking past me.

 You're like the sunshine, so warm & hot on my skin.

Slipping through my pores, Getting deeper inside my bones.

Piercing my mind, Pushing til I'm numb.

You walk into my every part,

Aims through my heart.

 Our love is a blissful setting.

I'm scared that I might destroy it with my love itself.

 Too much love is destructive.

I'm scared that I might ruin the blissful haven that we have.

Nagdikit na balat,

ito ba ay dagitab?

Nakilala kang lubos,

Parang nais mamalimos.

Di mapakali sa isusuot na damit.

Upang puso mo'y aking makamit.

Ako'y nananabik sa iyong halik.

hello hello hello.... summer

Oh, the heat is here again. Gah, if not because of the sparkling effect that the sunshine produces on my photos, I wouldn't love summer. Thanks to the crisp filter it gives or else Ill curse the sticky and head-nauseating heat waves I experience here and there.

This season is for fun. Ugh. Hence I have no time to be productive. So sorry, but I'm still trying. So here are some of unexpected photos I produced, with my phone. LOL. Oh no, I abandoned Snow (my dear point and shoot) because I caught myself loving Lumi (my windows phone) even more now.

The first three photos are taken in Club Balai Isabel, Batangas. The fourth is from a walk early morning to our office along Makati Avenue and the last two are from Cubao Expo in Quezon City. And to just save myself or my blog from being unproductive, here's an artwork of a dear friend of mine.

Nino - In bloom :)

And here's a playlist I made that I think quiet fits my April.

After how many failed attempts to blog again

Hi! For sure, no one will see this, as my small number of readers have already forgotten me. Oh no! It's like going back to 0 again. *mecries

But I don't care. What really matter now is that I'm back to the thing that makes me happy. A lot happened. And it will be a bore to narrate each one of them. Let's just say that we will just recap those moments if the situation calls for it. But for now I'm making this post to just start again!

And here's a repetitive photos of me that you (uh, if anyone is reading) surely missed!

I know, I'm getting fatter and fatter. But I'm working on it, a little. haha. But if I can't, oh well, what's important is that we are healthy, right? :P (excuses)

It's getting late. And I promise that this is the start of another great blogging experience. Happy Monday everyone!

PS. I'm thinking of:

• doing some reviews on products that I've been spending mostly of my wage. :P
• re-opening Eclectic shop, with more of a DIY stuff
• revamping my room, as you can see on the picture, nothing has changed,

Girl test: Know your feminine percentage.

I saw this from Luch Luch Craft, so I have thought of doing it too, just for fun. <3

[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] During the summer practically the only shoes i wear are flip flops (flip flops are literally too hot in our country for this summer)
[x] My favorite toys as a child were Barbies, Bratz, etc
[x] My favorite color(s) is pink or purple (Pink! always in my palette, though I hate to admit it)
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[x] I love skirts
[ ] Hollister and/or American Eagle are one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] Skinny jeans are the only jeans i will wear  
[x] I own something from Victoria's Secret
[ ] I did ballet as a little girl 
TOTAL: 5

[x] I own a purse
[x] love to hang out at the mall with friends
[x] I have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] I love reality shows
[  ] My hair is almost always straightened  
[x] Bobby pins are my best friend (I have a curly hair, so bobby pins are the best!)
TOTAL: 10

[x] I own something from Hollister
[x] I don't shop at Hot Topic (because I dont know it)
[x] My cell phone or ipod is important to me (cellphones! I cried when I lost them 5 months ago. I dont have an ipod)
[x] I wear mascara a lot (not really but I love it)
TOTAL: 14

[x] Big sunglasses are hawt (especially the vintage ones)
[x] I have gotten my nails done before
[x] I own over 10 purses
[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels (I dont get the connection of being a girly with this)
TOTAL:18

[x] Pretty much all you talk about at sleepovers is girls/guys
[x] love people doing my hair  
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs (not all of them, only the flying cockroaches)
[ ] Summer is amazing! (no, not in our hot climate)
[x] I go shopping a lot (only if I have plenty of money to spend)
TOTAL: 23

[x] I pick out shampoo and conditioner strictly based on smell
[ ] I don't like sports that make you sweat (I love sports, imao, loving it doesn't mean u exhibit masculinity)
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat fruit as a snack
TOTAL: 25

[x] I have 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up for certain occasions
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
TOTAL: 27

[ ] I wanted a bra way before I ever needed one
[x] I love music
[x] You gotta love rainbows
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Kittens are adorable
TOTAL: 30

[x] I write or have written a poem
[ ] I'd love to visit Hawaii 
[x] Valentine's day is cute
[x] I would not be caught in all black (except for witch related stuffs)
[x] My closet/dresser is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] like to read magazines
TOTAL: 35

[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid (I'm not aware of L. Frank until I googled it, yeah I got sticker albums from them)
[x] I've seen Camp Rock or High School Musical
[x] I have or still do plan ahead for my wedding (GUILTY)
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group (?)
TOTAL: 38

[ ] I like little kids
[ ] diet soda rules  
[ ] I am or at one point was a vegetarian
[x] I love chocolate (Very munch)
TOTAL: 39

[x] Check my myspace/facebook/email everyday (if I have net)
[x] I have a lot of jewelry (since a kid)
[x] I have to shop
[x] you love to show your legs
[x] have more than 3 pillows on my bed
TOTAL: 44

[x] I love my friends
[x] I don't understand most stuff
[x] I wear earrings a lot (except when Im at home, I m not that comfortable wearing it)
TOTAL: 47

[x] You love gum
[x] You're lost with out a purse
[x] You laugh a LOT
[x] Smiling is a part of you
TOTAL: 51

[ ] You're scared to go in hot topic alone
[ ] You won't let your mom shop for you
[ ] you basically only like whats on the radio
[ ] You own at LEAST 4 things from Hollister
[ ] Love attention
[x] Love stuffed animals (until now)
[x] Most things smart people say confuse you (always, made me think a lot)
[x] You would die without a computer/ipod/camera/phone 
TOTAL: 54

OVERALL TOTAL: 54 x 2 = 108 % 

So I'm more than a hundred percent. That makes me a super girl? LOL. This test is just for fun and I believe this is not enough to rate our sexuality. :)