I'm having second thoughts on posting a negative entry, but I have thought this is something positive to be share with you guys. Just let me have something like this just for now.
Odds are not in my favor. I lost a newly bought camera last Friday and yesterday it was followed by two phones. In our language, I consider myself as "malas" (unfortunate). I don't know why these things are happening to me, I spent already 6 years roaming around Manila while I'm in college and why am I experiencing this kind of things now.
I cried every time I thought what have I done or, much better to say, what should I have done? But I realized while crying earlier, aside from what my friends say "everything happens for a reason" and "all that is lost will be compensated", maybe God (excuse for Atheist out there) has taken away all my valuables, because he wants me to reflect how lucky I am to have this kind of things and now that its lost I should know how to be thankful with every thing that I had. Because before I'm a girl too ambitious to have things I haven't. I don't know what might happen, but for sure, I'll not taken for granted what I have right now. This applies not just for material things but also all the people who cares and support me all the way.
I want to thank all of the people who helped me, financially and emotionally, you guys are awesome! Also Hans for his unending support and my parents who I have disappoint, I know there would be a time that I would replace their kindness.