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Can't stop myself from thinking of him,

Now I felt how mistresses feels.

Unending sufferings and thoughts that kills.

Waiting for your call is like a blue moon.

And still she occupies every sentence you speak.

I like you is not enough with this tear.

I love you is the worst thing that you don't want to hear.

 Call me crazy, but I love to smell the smoke from your mouth.

I want to feel again your lips pressing against mine.

I want to hug and smell your perfume.

I want to fall in love with you.

I want to be with you.

I want you.

I want you to be mine.

I want you to love me like how you love her.

 Our memories are vivid, like our love that's so tepid.

I see a different light, you look at it with fright.

Maybe it's wrong, but this is my choice.

I left the path to Orion, to be with an Oragon.

Blow the breeze into this intricate gaps.

Together, we'll conquer your fears and make it collapse.

Follow what matters to you.

What I really care for is that I love you.

 You smile, but behind

is an expressionless face

looking past me.

 You're like the sunshine, so warm & hot on my skin.

Slipping through my pores, Getting deeper inside my bones.

Piercing my mind, Pushing til I'm numb.

You walk into my every part,

Aims through my heart.

 Our love is a blissful setting.

I'm scared that I might destroy it with my love itself.

 Too much love is destructive.

I'm scared that I might ruin the blissful haven that we have.

Nagdikit na balat,

ito ba ay dagitab?

Nakilala kang lubos,

Parang nais mamalimos.

Di mapakali sa isusuot na damit.

Upang puso mo'y aking makamit.

Ako'y nananabik sa iyong halik.

I knew something will happen

Because of our prof's indecisive attendance, I accompanied Gel to her supposedly client. But before that, Shamcey Supsup (an alumni of our college, beauty queen, board top notcher, starchitect, everything) happened to pass by our library for some research. And guess what le fan girls and boys will do?

 

She's really tall and pretty, oooooohhhh. So refreshing to see her in person. #kilig

After our fandom moments, we proceed to CHED.

CHED's atrium

We enjoyed having some kikay/girl talks so we decided to have some snack in Maginhawa, and by accident we met some friends on our way. So instead we joined their company.

We hit Christian's fondue while watching a classic movie entitled funny girl. 

 The movie even have an intermission break, so Klervin showed us some singing performance, gives me chills, my friends are really talented.

Sunday Musings

I woke up planning to study for my Arch 27 subject accreditation exam but I just found myself doodling stuffs, I can't concentrate.

One important thing to say, my thesis topic that's been approved is... (drum roll)

Moises R. Espinosa Airport Development Project (Masbate Airport): “Rehabilitation of the Gateway to a New Paradise”

Good luck for this year's Architecture thesis students! (Yes not just from UP but also my friends from other schools. <3)

I'm quiet lazy updating my blogs, but recently we had this sale digging in FullyBooked the Fort, and thanks Camille for this another candid photo.

++++The Amazing Spiderman was really amazing, I LOVE ANDREW GARFIELD and Emma Stone (of course Andrew is in Caps, he's my crush since I've seen him in "The Social Network"). IDK if I'm just blinded with AG's smile or the story was really good. :)) No dead air, even my bv mood that night vanished. :D

Child's play

 

With my co-YPs, we played at UP Amphitheater/Lagoon after our Culminating activity.
Photo credits: Chris

Summer Updates!

So what's up with me? It's been so looooooooooong since I created my last post. There are so many exciting and unexpected things that had happened to me. Tehee, so how should I start?

• Mom went to province and left me home alone for more than a week, I invited my friends to stay with me overnight, except for the days I have class. So for the first day my UP friends (Camille and Claire) stayed for a night.

Me, Claire and Camille with Utoy on the second frame

For the second night, my UST friends (Sar and Ag) joined me. Those two nights were spent with non-stop stories, fortune telling, criticism, etc. It was fun to invite them over. :)

The next nights I stay alone, it was creepy yet exciting. I love the feeling that I can do anything (Oooooohw) without my mom's annoying shout, lol joke, but I still missed mama's irritating errands at those lonely times, haahha.

• I also had taken my last Math series subject, and finally Math and Physics "majors" are over! Woo! I love it! Along with my summer class I did my 160 hours internship for TAO and yesterday was our culminating activity aka graduation. I'll miss it, if only I'll just stop studying and proceed to apprenticeship. Maybe those working buds won't agree with me, but I love to work, I really leaned a lot in office than in school. XD

Some of my work in TAO, model and Cad drawings

With my co-YP, Jessa at Navotas while having our site supervision

• After so many years I dipped in the pool with my YP peeps (Sarah, Tina, Mhar, Russel, Cris and Glenn), ah! The water was really my element though I'm not a good swimmer but it made me so refreshed this hot season.

Mhar, Tina, me and Sarah (c) Cris

• And of course will I forget the biggest event for my summer, second to my internship, is the epitome-of-a-total-performer's concert, Lady Gaga's monster ball! She was really the mother of all monsters!

(c) Hezel

With my super twin, Hezel, the root why I was able to go to the monster ball

• SMALL GALAs: CR gals (Abby and RI) visited me at home, those week while mom's gone, I didn't see them for a year and unfortunately Kim wasn't able to come, I really miss them all, I can still feel our strong bond every time we are together, I hope we 5 could meet soon, including Kat whose in states. hehe

Also after a long time Van and I were able to see each other, it was fun to catch up with one's "love" lives, while eating a delicious dinner with Sar. We even discovered a newly exciting game FOR US LATE BLOOMERS, the ultimate dance dance revo, we're planning to make it as a career. :)) 

Yesterday with some of my YP friends, we went to a Karaoke house and sing our hearts out. :))

• MOVIES: I also watched the avengers with my future in-laws ^_^ and Dark Shadows with Hans. At home I also discovered that I have "Ballet shoes" with one of the main actress is my fave British celeb, Emma Watson.
• BOOKS: Still not done with reading Frank Lloyd Wright's bio since I've been hooked with the strangeness of Emily the Strange.
• GAMES: At the first weeks of summer I'm addicted with GTA: Vice City but then I've been introduced again by my fave GameBoy game, Pokemon, now with the new set of monsters, ah! I can feel how old I'm now.
• SERIES: I finished Secret Circle, sorry for the fans, but yeah it's *yawn......and skins, I liked it, sex and drugs are part of a teen's life, I can't believe I'm watching the reality. Of course second season of Game of Thrones are now airing, geez, can't wait for every ep. now that hotness Natalie Domer's their.

And now blogging till dusk is back, though my net connection is not really everyday, we're having a budget cut, eek! That's also the reason why I miss the supposedly 3rd event of my summer, this year's Philippines Fashion week, call me mababaw but it was really what I'm aiming for, Unica Hija sent me their invitation, I don't know if it was really exclusive, but as an assuming being, I believe it. ahahah, too bad I'm born with a tin spoon in my mouth. :O

I'm looking forward to:

1. TFA induction
2. new school year
3. more happenings :))

Double 2

I turned 22 last Feb 23. Sorry but I just want to express my disappointment to people I expected to greet me and remembered what day it was, whatever their reason are, I don't think an 8 years or whatever infinite years we've been friends and now they're all so busy with their fucking PERFECT lives is not an excuse. That's why I hide my birthday in FB, coz that's what only made people remember each other's existence but delete your account and don't share a daily dose of your status and they will forget you. Or whatever, I think I now have a new life to focus on and I've realized who are the people I should prioritize. Excuse me for negativity, but this is my blog.

SOOOOOOO, what happened before, the day itself and after:

(c) photos 2,3 & 4 by Camille

• Impressed with this old Kodak projector used in our Estimates class while discussing bout different types of modular construction
• Pretty Jen gave us this yummy donuts when Gelmer  (whose birthday's last 15) and I treat our UP peeps in Katipunan.
• One whole chicken for the 7 of us, I'm on a tight budget so this is all I can afford.
• Birthday celebrants.
• Gel drew me, such a sweet girl.
• Later on my day, Hans surprised me, though half-expected I'm still delighted, he brought me this choco rumble coffee? flavored cake. I shared it with my roommates.
• Camille did this effort paper-cut of my name, so lovely! <3

Phone calls, texts and greetings made my day, thanks guys for remembering! ^_^ Of course I thank God for giving me this life to be disappointed of but more of a life that I treasured and will prosper!

Confessions of a David Archuleta fan

I am extremely busy these past 3 weeks doing school related stuffs, internships and org application demands. I am guilty accomplishing nothing for David and I'm just dreaming and dreading to be an extra in his shoots or to even met him accidentally somewhere here in Manila. But all these daydreams are so impossible to came in reality. So as I promised myself and my small Archie friends, we saved our Friday and weekends just to see our idol.


And everything worked as what we vaguely planned, we even experienced new things we didn't expect to happen. Meet new friends, be part of groups, misunderstood, be part of shooting scenes and for the third time meet David face to face.


I'm so tired to narrate everything that had happened to us, but all I know is every time David sings he made me feel like I'm in heaven, gazing through his eyes made me forget everything around me and with his presence made me forget all the negativity.


I cannot express what I feel with words, my vocabulary is lame and I promise I'll testify my emotions through an artwork I'll make next weekend. For now, I'll post some photos of my adventures as a dedicated fan.

David as Josh Bradley

Both David's photos from http://fansofdavid.com/ 

Ate Rae and ate Lani

Me and a new friend, Kristoff, we're wearing the "Nandito ako" shirt given to us as contestant at the Grand Fans Day,  (c) this and last photo from Ate Lani

New friends, with Daphne, taken by (c) Clarisse

Acting contest, I'm second from the left, the most shameful and crazy thing I ever done as an Archuleta  fan 

I even found a vid of my silly performance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbRZkRt9z-U&feature=related ahhhhh!

Acting with Eula Caballero

I bought another CD of David's The other side of Down Asian tour ed. even though I already have for the sake of meeting David.

And for the win, the consolation prizes I got from the contest and of course the golden signature of David.

Silk pillow, shirt, CD, poster and the sig in my phone. ;D

My ever so proud pink phone with David Archuleta's sign on it. :D My last souvenir  so far, this will be followed after  two years of waiting. >_<

AND FOR THE WIN WIN! *TEENAN! MY PHOTO (DREAM PHOTO) WITH DAVID!!!! ^_^